Broken heart adalah patah hati.

Yup, udah pasti klo penyakit anak jaman sekarang adalah broken hearted.. include gw.. Include loe, loe, loe n loe.. Liat "about me"-nya anak kelahiran tahun 90-an aj udah ada yg falling apart.. Hey, mereka mungkin msh SMP, n mereka udah 'dalem'.. How sad.. Yes i know that there's no limit of age just to feel love.. But knowing that they were so young to feel that love could also bring us tears n sadness, just make me more confused.. Broken heart adalah.. Patah hati dlm bhs indonesia.. Tp dalam perspektif semua org pastinya berbeda-beda.. Untuk gw, broken heart adalah ketika loe g bisa milikin orang yg loe sayang for any kind of reason, for any kind of situation.. And it feels like our heart being stabbed by knife, n always lonely in crowd.. Hold your tears in front of everyone like everything just fine.. Yes u could laugh at every jokes, but sudden the pain just slipped through your mind.. Feel emptiness.. And all of u become so focus at something just to forget the sadness, but the minutes before u sleep, u gave up.. love songs, either happy or sad song make your condition even worst.. We hate n envy lovely couple.. All we need is resting our mind.. All we need is forget everything.. All we need is being rescued.. Being rescued by someone.. Someone who could make u relax n free your mind, your heart.. Someone who makes u believe in love again, make u believe in life again.. Then u think u've already forgot your past, but the truth is u're only keep the memories behind all of the new hopes, new happiness, new love..

An answer for my friend's question, is the answer for my own.

My beautiful single best friend asked me, "How to keep smiling without boyfriend? It seems like I'm afraid of being single, beib!!!"

Me, beautiful happy single girl (amin..) answered her question, "Well I'm tired.. I mean fuc**in' tired that in the end i was realized, dating wrong guy. Faking, n pretending I was happy with them.. Wish I found my Mr. Right from those Mr. Right Now.. But I only found another disappointment. The point is, instead u wasting your time worried of being lonely without 'Him'.. spend your time with 1st, your self.. ... Increase your personal quality, listen to your heart.. 2nd, family n friends.. 3rd, now we're talking about men. Don't expect too much on them.. But don't refuse them. Expand your friendship dear.. When u let go of all your stupid worries n pay attention to other positive matters, happiness or maybe love unpredictably will come around your life.."

What a love.. What a life..

Specially for all my girls out there..

Who shed a tears..

Hang on sis.. Yes we do have to meet few or a lot of jerks in our life.. THEIR LOSS! Cry out loud.. Scream.. Curse.. Our sadness n tears it's only something what we've to pay for our success n happiness in the future.. Just like fall season, winter, n someday we will entering our spring! God never leave us.. N always give the very best for us.. In the end.. someone who love u n vice versa, is truly your soulmate until the end of your life.. Be tough sister.. This shit matters, haha.. Someday u will laugh on it..

Who shared a laugh with him..

Cheers! Well this is your moment to shine darl.. Swab your tears awaaaayyy.. U sure should have a plan, but baby.. Don't mess up this precious moment with bla bla bla future plan thingy.. Sometimes u gotta free your mind.. And enjoy everything in your life that makes u laugh, makes u happy, n makes u a queen of your own life..

Hey Hooo Sisterhood..

In the end.. Whenever n wherever u want to share your shit or your ice cream.. haha.. Sisterhood rocks!!! Your choice baby.. We have a shoulder to cry on, an ears to listen well your junk, an eyes for empathy n witness for your sadness n happiness moment, a sensitive heart to feel the same way, n a lifetime to share everything.. mmuuaahhh..

Being in love is a curse!

Doc, could u diagnose what i feel right now?
first.. it really hurts around my chest.. my lung or my heart..
i don't know for sure. and then my stomach, my appetite..
every food doesn't seem delicious anymore..
i just wanna smoke n drink coffee. n staring at nothing..
wait wait.. should i go to psychiatrist too doc?

Just kidding.. but when u missing someone badly.. huff..
everything u do seems wrong..
the universe keep remind u of him/her..
even simply pillow on your bed could remind u.. argh sh*t!
u could try to keep busy on something, but hahaha..
still and still it will slipped through your mind dear..
then i decide to call this part called missing someone u love is a CURSE!

VALUE

"Speak doesn't mean smart.

Judge doesn't mean better.

Silence doesn't mean empty.

Hope doesn't mean beg.

Fell doesn't mean fail.

Cry doesn't mean weak.

Being left doesn't mean left behind."

If someone who had speak ability than you. And he or she judge the way you live your life. And there is nothing you can say or do. It's okay. Don't feel small. Never stop hoping. Yes you feel down. Yes you feel alone. Just go ahead cry. Go ahead scream. Go ahead curse. After you feel calm, stand up. And show that you are better, be better. Not for them, but for your own value.

Yes. Everybody will found their soulmate.

"If you felt that u've already did the best for someone you love, but the relationship still failed. Means he or she is not the right person for your best ability to love. The right person is still out there, waiting for u too. Both of u feel continue to fail, until u two meet at the right place and time. At that perfect moment, all of the emptiness will be over and will be filled. And all those people who disappointed you both, will be forgiven and surely will be forgotten."

Please be a gentleman, my dear..

Enough. Please deh.
I said so because, coz people said that men are brave and strong. Bull!
Faktanya i do know few men who doesn't have any guts at all.
They live with so many excuses. (Too much excuses will kill ya!)
Kenapa sih dengan kejujuran? Kenapa kalian gak jujur aja?
I mean, ended relationship would be easier if u guys embrace honesty!
Bilang aja: "I found someone else." or "I'm not that into you."
Gak usah mengusung-usung "Aku sayang kamu.. TAPI.. Bla bla bla.."
C'mon guys.. U have to say the truths and face the risks.
Mo ceweknya marah-marah kek, bunuh diri kek. At least loe udah jujur.
Gak pake jaga image, gak pake mo keilangan fans.

Kejujuran yang menyakitkan memudahkan korban sembuh lebih cepat.

So.. Be a gentleman please.