Me, my self, and I.

I'm a thinker. A deep one. But i kept it all in silences.
Coz silence for me is a diamond. More precious than gold.
Instead of talking bullshit with everyone without action, i prefer write it down.
I'm not smart or playing a smart role here.
I'm not trying to brain washed your head.
But trying to share my A-Z effort to balancing my logical mind and my emotional feeling.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Thank you.

This shit matters not even a battle. Coz' they've already loose the game. I don't even ever try to attack.

I'm crying because of how pathetic they are. But in the end I'm laughing because of how ridiculous their paranoia.

Do u notice? when someone make u so sad in deep down your heart u beg n pray to God. And the prayer become a curse for that person?

The answer of their miss behaves: A. Too confidence that I'm going to disturb their relationship. B. Too paranoid because of my ability to destroy their relationship. The answer is: A and B.

Lots of laughs deep inside my heart. They shouldn't have to worry if there will be nothing. They shouldn't have to scare if they don't have mistakes. And they shouldn't have to paranoid if they don't have weakness.

U should thank n standing applause for the haters. Their weakness appeared and showed on their face once they became paranoid of simple things. So they're too blind to built a friendship.

Difine 'Freak' words please.. I'm the one who offering friendship, or.. You're the one who 'Freak Out' when I'm doing it?

Anger is the stupid way to draw our past, so i throw it right away. Respect and friendship are the perfect way to gather all of my feelings since a year ago, but just in a sec u had destroy it all away.

Pray or curse, u don't even know the differences now.  

I don't have the ability to stop their negative thoughts about me. I don't even have any idea where the misjudgment came from. So, i don't even have to care about it.. right?!

Loosing one, two, or three bad people in our life it's easy like throwing garbage into a trash can. The one who trying so hard is: them. Who always trying to figuring out how to knocking u down by their hilarious and ridiculous behavior.

You do bad, you feel bad. You do good, you feel good. And in the end, bad people will meet bad people. Good people will meet good people. Simple.

And 'Karma' might just a myth. But the law of 'Causality' is truly happen. Trust me. What u did in the past, will get paid in the present. Good or bad, positive or negative.  

Thank you for everything. Thank you for making me stronger.